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&&ABOUT ME;

i am erin && i'm 18 years old. i go to thomas nelson community college && live in newport news, va. i love to live life to its fullest && i love to help people.

&&WHAT I'M LISTENING TO;

waking ashland,
socratic,
my lost cause,
minus the bear,
astallaslions,
panic! at the disco,
alexisonfire,
juliana theory,
daphne loves derby,
&& the spill canvas.

&&MOST RECENT POETRY;

She said,
A bullet through the head
would be better than this
Mayday, mayday
She’s going down
All she’s ever known is gone
And she doesn’t know what’s a lie
And who’s right in this story.
Everything’s a fucking story.
It’s never a nightmare,
Something she can wake up from.
She dead, not dreaming.
She’s done believing
In anyone or anything.
She loses hope with every breath
She loses heart with every beat
She broke down 2 years ago
Someone find her again.
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[09|13|07 @ 02 AM]
right now i am happy
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[09|05|07 @ 02 AM]
oh man, it has been so long since i have updated this.

my life was going really well. great friends. great job. and just living a good life in general.

last week it went all to shit. lost my job. lost most of my friends...half of them becuase they had to go back to school, and the other half because i decided they weren't worth my time.

but i am keeping my heading up, and hoping for the best. 


i neeed to start updating this more.
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[02|24|07 @ 09 AM]

i don't know what's worse.

that i thought it

or that you didn't say it.

i wanted this to work

but baby havent you heard

it takes two to tango

and i haven't danced in months.

i'm remembering the things you said

and wishing it could be different.

but this is how we stand

awkward and alone.

this is how i've been.

awkward and alone.
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[12|28|06 @ 05 AM]
so im dating this guy seth now. i've only been dating him a week now. but shit, im happier than i have been in a long time. he's amazing. and he tells me im beautiful. :]
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[11|27|06 @ 09 PM]
so i dropped my phone in water. but it came back to life and is 99% back to normal. however, the ringer sound and speaker phone sound do not work.

its a miracle, haha.
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[08|24|06 @ 01 AM]
[ music | red jumpsuit apparatus ]

so i am chelsea's house right now. been through a pretty shitty night. my dad said that i have to find somewhere to live by september 30th, and i don't know where to go. i just started my job at rockola this week, so i have a while before i can make any money. i still haven't registered for a school, i think i need to go tomorrow to chesepeake and register at kee business college. and i think my parents are getting seperated. which sucks, because they were always the ones who gave me hope that marriages really can work, when everyone else was so antimarriage. but whatever, shitty night. at least chelsea's mom came and picked me up. and i got a break from that place that is my house, but no longer my home.

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[07|19|06 @ 03 PM]
umm soooo, my family rented a beachhouse at Lake Anna. It's about 45 minutes away from Fredericksburg. and this shit is tiiiight. it's pretty big and it has two wrap around (mostly around) decks, it's own mini beach, and dock. and we have a couple of jet skis (tubes and waterskis with it also), and we have some sweet inflatable kayaks. and by mini beach, i mean that there is a decka little bit away from the house and in front of the deck there is like a 10 ft by 10ft area of sand with woods on both sides of it, and the lake in front of it. oh man oh man oh man. and there is a game room in the house with a friggin wonderful pool table. i have been playing pool non stop. annnnnnnnnd it already comes equipped with tons of board games, over 200 dvds, and direct tv. hollaaa. ahhh this vacation is so sweeeeet. :)im gonna go tan now. :)
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[07|09|06 @ 04 AM]
ehh i like a boy.
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[06|17|06 @ 11 PM]
i'm at this kid chuck's house, updating for the first time in a long time. so i have decided to distance myself from most of my friends. it seems that they were either fake or used me, or even both. and when i realized it, i decided that i didn't want to live like that anymore. it is hard to find people to chill with and what not, because the only people i really chilled with was them. but i am meeting new people and it's because all so much better.

i went to this kid aaron's house last night for a party, i had fun even though it seemed as though i was out of it. and then afterwards i headed to another friends house that i hadn't seen in a long time. it was great to get to see him and i hope that he doesn't feel awkward about last night. because honestly, i like watching family guy. he's a good guy and a good friend, and that will not change. i mean, who else would i watch family guy with. :)

haha out <3
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[05|23|06 @ 01 PM]
soo the week that my parents went out of town was actually a lot of fun. we had a movie night, and drank some. and stupid shit like that. i just got back from nags head, that shit was fun. and now i am at toni's house chillllllin mannn.

i really think that i should probably just give up on updating this shit, because i rarely do it, and when i do, it isnt really informative. fuck it. <3
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